Tahun 2020-Kisah Covid 19 (1)

Tahun 2020 sudah hampir melabuhkan tirai. Tahun yang penuh kelainan bagi semua. 

Allah Maha Kaya, Maha berkuasa. 

Semuanya bermula apabila seorang pekerja dari INTI college datang ke kedai untuk membeli mask N95?. 

Seingat saya masa tu kami ada banyak. Itulah mask ni biasa memang kita standby masa jerebu, tapi bila dah tak ada apa apa, duduk la kat rak tu jadi perkasam. Jadi bila dia nak beli pastu nak borong semua bukan main gembira lah kami. 

Rupanya dia beli untuk pelajar INTI kolej dari China yang nak balik ke China untuk Chinese New Year. Mereka diserang Coronavirus. 

Baru la kita ambil tau sikit sikit berita dunia yang memang ada dah update pasal virus tu di Wuhan. 

Tiba tiba ramai pula Orang yang nak ke China datang ke kedai mencari mask N95.

Maka bermula episod stock up mask dari supplier. Seronok jual mask ni, mudah takyah explain sangat, margin pun cantik. Tapi kalau xde apa apa memang tak ada reason orang nak beli. Lagipun hanya farmasi je la yang jual all kinds of medical or surgical grade mask. 

Sambung next post insyaAllah.

Ini gambar november, kita baru sanitize kedai. Panjang lagi cerita. 

birthday surprises

Gosh i suck!

This year, i planned to make birthday surprises to the one who is new to me, i mean my husband and children.

To compare, my parents and my siblings and even friends, i knew them longer than my husband and my children

But usually for birthday surprises, i always be the sidekick who helped the one who planned everything.

But for my husband, this year i tried to plan a very simple birthday surprise, but end up disaster. It caused miscommunication and brought me to tears. It is not a disaster like a family problem or anything, but the miscommunication is good enough for me to cry. Totally its nobody s mistake. Just that i deal with people that i just knew for less than 10 years. The connection is not secured

But i tried few other times,

another birthday surprise for my husband few days later, and anniversary surprise. (Well i think i did quite well as no miscommunication occurred)

i did not give up

And now for Umayr birthday, almost same thing happened, i cried, no, actually i m holding back my tears right now.

luckily i plan another surprise few days later, well hope everything runs smooth and ALLAH bless my effort.

well i am not a perfectionist, i am okay for flawed cake or anything. The last thing i want is a miscommunication or misunderstood intention

i really need to let this out, not on FB or IG, so here goes me blogging at work so i can put things into perspective

some people think that i am confident to confront, and speak out my opinion or anything. But they dont know how many rejections that i already faced, but i just keep on thinking positive. Forget those rejections.

This time i am so fragile, i cant hold it anymore. Let me pour my heart out here, at my safe place.

HAJAT

Okay i have been delaying my post

i think this is my safe place

the previous post only viewed once

okay i would like to pen down my thoughts about my business

i always feel that it is personal and a secret

i have a notebook to write down my dreams but always i lost it


regarding me and my pharmacy

one thing that i observe is that people are so keen on opening branch of pharmacy and that seems like their yardstick

well me?

i think i am so conservative. my concern is the personal touch that i want to maintain

every story is a secret, every customer complaint is my secret.

it is not that i dont want to go big, yes i do!

satu hajat saya, dan saya belum suarakan kepada pemegang saham ialah, saya berdoa untuk majukan syarikat sehingga akhirnya saya boleh wakafkan perniagaan ini untuk ummah, dan menjadi saham saya di akhirat kelak dan tidak menjadi fitnah di kemudian hari.

ameen

Wardah Warded

5.3.2020

Ward 6D, bed 1

Hospital Serdang

00:13 am

Day 10 of admission

Rojak rojak la english dan malay

Buat pertama kali, anak admitted. Ramai tanya kenapa tak masuk private. 

Hari Sabtu 22.2.2020 kot, tarikh pak andak Umayr dan Wardah kahwin, Wardah start demam panas. Nasib bawa ear thermometer, tak sampai sejam asyik periksa saja suhu, tinggi! 38++

Bagi pcm supp setiap 6 jam, tak kebah. Muntah banyak kali, dan cirit pulak. Gundah gulana hati ini, tak nikmat nak hayati wedding pak andak korang, risau!

Esoknya sebenarnya plan nak sambung cuti, tapi wardah tak sihat kan, jadi duduk rumah je lah. Tapi masih tak resolved, muntah dan demam kurang,tapi masih lemah, tak main pun dengan Umayr 😢

Masuk isnin tu, muntah teruk balik, aduh, pergila cari klinik private yang boleh bagi iv drip. Sekali xde, jadi fikir fikir decide pergi serdang. Yelah, kita ni bukan jenis boleh cuti senang.kalau bawa pergi private confirm kena admit, mungkin lah selesa, tapi susah la pasal kerja kan. Kalau hospital kerajaan ni, kalau tak perlu diorang takkan admit. 

Sampai serdang, sekali dr cek spo2 94%, wbc 33, crp 284, demam tak resolved, selera tak improve even dekat observation bay.x-ray pun x cantik😭

Akhirnya terpaksalah wardah admitted to ward