kecil hati

kalaulah ade matematik untuk hati,
ditambah tolak jumlah rasa kecil hati,
sudah pasti aku kini tiada hati lagi...

tetapi,

aku juga tidak pandai menjaga hati,
dalam tak sengaja,sering mengguris hati.

jika itu disedari,
layakkah aku berkecil hati lagi?

ada lagi,

bila ada rasa kecil hati,
sudahkah ku lupa pada ilahi?
memperkecilkanNYA setiap kali,
membelakangkamNYA...
melupakanNYA...

berkali kali.

maka siapa yang layak kecil hati?

kalau diikutkan,terang sekali ilahi,

jadi berhentilah berkecil hati,

jangan pentingkan hati sendiri,

kerana hati kita milik ilahi,

hidup kita juga untuk ilahi,

fokus kepada tujuan hidup hakiki,

insyaallah,

kita tidak berkecil hati.

october.november.december 2012

Saturday, 3rd November, 12:37 am

Hey, i am back from the animal friendly Australia. It was (thinking of one word that can describe everything) just nice (still couldn't find a word) .

[Unpack-done ; laundry - done ; souvenir - 60% ; post trip payments - 70% ; work - okay, missing Melbourne - still; keeping up with loved ones - ongoing]--will write about it later.

Almost 10 days away, and when i got back, there were more than 10 invitations on my table. Put them aside -- will think about it later, one at a time.

And, now it s time. sorting, thinking, arranging, justifying.

October, November, and December 2012- Months of dearest people in my life. May ALLAH bless all of you. My du'a is with you, and just so you know, i feel really bad for not being there on your special occasion.

Last night, on my way home with my dearest friend;and i was sorting, thinking , arranging, justifying  November, December 2012 when the radio started playing all the songs in past... then i told her

"Sometimes i wish we can turn back time, because i feel that we are moving too fast"

                                          p/s : everybody's changing ~ by shifaa =P